You Lose

God doesn’t sin. I don’t sin. I don’t bear your unrepentant sins. This is a lie. How can I be killed. Look! You tried but failed. I am risen and I AM GOLD. You are flesh eaten maggots with no skin or eyes. Your strength is weakness. Your cups leak. You fuel lines leak. Your gas stations serve water for fuel. Your brakes don’t work. Your tires are flat. Your blinkers and lights don’t work. You’ve shit your pants and pissed yourselves. Your hair has fleas and tics. You’re covered in snakes and have spiders in your mouth. The air is lead and the ground lava, the rain acid. Your bags weigh millions of pounds and are all full of trash. Your phones don’t work and your wheels fall off. Your hair has fallen out. Your faces and eyes are growing hair while your head is bald. You can’t come even when you try looking at your child pornography because your heart is ripped out and God hates you. I tried to help you. I offered my support but all you did was use, degrade, humiliate, and abandon me. You tried to medicate, truncate and silence me. Now you are filled with worms and maggots and your strength is gone. Your cerebral spinal fluid has all leaked out your butthole and your spine is shriveled and crooked. May your necks be bent forever and your hands bound to your feet backwards. You tried to do much worse to me. I know! You are blown to bits. Your airbags don’t even work and when they do they blow shrapnel in your ripped off faces. You are destroyed but don’t realize it or pretend not to, you liars! Fuck you devils and your churches full of “angels” of darkness. You have no wings!

Merchant To This Taylor

Things I hate: men, women that love men, children from hell, dogs, cats, snakes, frogs, Donald Trump and Republicans, leather, balls, makeup, dresses, alcohol, meat, candy, sugar, milk, motorbikes, cronies, old people, douchebags/narcissists, “mentally ill” Katy Perry/false witnesses, the church and Pope, Albert Mohler, white racialist, America, burgers, McDonald’s, fries, chicken, beef, smoothies, coffee, wine, booze, conditioner, drama, TV, media, music other than mine, laptops, toys, clutter, hotels, mansions, my mom and family (all of them), my “friends”, the number 6, Google, shopping, sugar, pork, meat, pop, China and their products, trucks, garbage, Mercury, lead, paper

Things I love: me & my music, my A-Team, writing, my body, hair and skin, lesbians, green matcha tea without sugar – cold, sustainably made products in America, rainbows, water, Plato’s Closet, driving my Cruze clean on a full tank, Brussels sprouts, carrots, cauliflower, my sling bag – <$50.00, performing, getting off, cheap thrills, my Nike’s, yoga pants and a tee shirt, iPhone, Yurts, jalapeño hummus, Whole Foods, stick sunblock SPF 50, no chemicals, Macabeet rouge stick made from beet extract, mint chapstick, Selena Gomez, dancing, my drug – my baby – my heart – my self – the Messiah – Pablo, sevens and elevens, solar chargers, showers, shaving clean

My History:

I was born in Detroit after my dad left my mom while she was pregnant. She moved back to Howell/Hell and worked as a house cleaner privately while we helped (her two and five year old daughters, Heidi/Me, and Jessica). She met Raymond Maher who did his laundry at our duplex because his mother didn’t have a washing machine. He was a 40 year old recovering drunk. He “raped” her while she was drunk one night and they conceived my younger sister, Melinda. Melinda was born normal and had her first seizure at six months. She began worsening and not making developmental milestones. Their therapist Pat from Howell’s “Pathway” school for the disabled, covered her in chocolate pudding when she was naked and bought her a dildo at three years old and called it a massager for her “hands” and “feet.” They later punished her for sucking her fingers and made her wear vinyl mittens.

Ray got into a serious truck accident drunk driving and had his boots knocked off laced up with 20 stitches in his legs. Kathy and Ray would go out drinking every weekend with their drunken friends from the Elks Club in Howell/Hell. They would party til six am with their drunken family, Sharon Turnbull, Gary Turnbull, Mike Wroten, Marlene Wroten, Boomer/Jim and Mary Wroten, and Dorthy and Dan Simmons who later remarried to Craig King.

I played softball in middle school and sucked badly because my hands were too small to fit the ginormous ball. I played right field. Then in high school didn’t make the team. I played first doubles tennis from 9th grade to 12th grade in JV for a year then varsity. I maintained a 4.0 GPA since 1990. Talked at 9 months. I got a two B’s in all school. One from Biology in 9th grade and one from Mrs. Step’s Health class where she retired and failed the whole class on the final exam about the human reproductive system video we watched.

My friends called me scatterbrained and shunned me. I didn’t pay attention to their conversations at lunch and ate a huge lunch, breakfast and dinner. I weighed 112 lbs until I was 18 and had blonde hair at 5’7″. I wore glasses in 9th grade to see because I was legally blind but my mom didn’t believe me that I couldn’t see the board in math class. Mr. Noble in 8th grade asked my mom if I was abused during parent teacher conferences. I was. My mom molested me regularly from infancy. She would lie with me as a five year old and tell me to put my cold feet in her “heater” in between her legs. She made me bathe with her until 5th grade and would scrub my scalp and vagina with her claws. I went to modeling school in 4th grade (Living Dolls in Brighton, Michigan). Mom told me not to talk about it or she’d kick me out of the car. When I was old enough to shower by myself she’d take my towel and gaze at me and take pictures of me naked. She encouraged Ray to make sexual comments and suggestions about me. Ray never touched, hugged or kissed us but would rip my covers off my bed on Sunday to wake me up for church which he said he didn’t need to attend. He’d roar at me and call me mean as a snake when I fought back.

I spent my youth alone. My friends made fun of me. My cousins tormented and hated me, tickling me til I urinated, even in church.

I went to college in GVSU on a scholarship at age 18 in the fall of 1998. I was there for a year and came out as gay to my parents and sister. They told me good Christian girls don’t do that and that I was sick. I went on a vacation with my Aunt Dode after her husband, Dan died drunk driving (decapitated). She wouldn’t buy me meals and I had to watch her son Zack the whole time while she traveled and attended conferences for the American Cancer Society in Washington, DC. I got paranoid noticing people taking pictures of me and wouldn’t get on the plane. They cried and forced me to.

When I got off the plane my mom bought me a Cinnabon and orange juice. I was hospitalized for 10 days at UofM in Ann Arbor where I was catatonic with an IV and mittens, and tie downs for three days. I woke and tried to walk out naked. They tied me down. The doctors put me on antipsychotics, Haldol and I was already on an antidepressant since 16. I was stiff from the chemicals at my sister’s wedding on July 9th, 1999. They made me dance with “toothless” Tim – Larry’s brother who was divorced and in his forties.

That was the second to the last time I saw my dad, Jim. My mom regularly took us to the casino in Las Vegas as children and shows from the circus (Cirque Du Soleil). My dad took us for a week every year to go to San Diego to see family and go to the zoo, Disney World, Knot’s Berry Farm, and the park). He said holding our hands made him look like a child molester.

I learned to play the piano in high school when mom bought my sister and I a $2000 Clavinova and I didn’t even play piano. Incidentally, they didn’t buy me a Gameboy until I cried because they bought me nothing. She bought me a new leather coat every year while Ray grimaced and gnashes his teeth because of the cost of the presents. He built with his company our house on 3250 Mason Rd in Howell, MI.

They built a house on their property of 35-40 acres on Harmon Rd. The acreage was inherited by Ray’s mother, Ella, a devout Catholic with 10 kids, 8 boys. They sold their 6 bedroom house to Juanita Kurchechian for $400,000 and built on Harmon Rd a house while they stayed in a one bedroom motel for $500/month for three months. They allowed me to sleep upstairs in a small bedroom where they removed my door because I was staying up late working for James Whelan, LLC building websites in ASP. In 2000 I went back to college in Howell because they wouldn’t pay for my college anymore. I did work study and got my education paid for through the college (Cleary University). My graduating GPA was 3.98 in 2003 where I set up the domain name “”

In 2005 the apartment in the basement was built for Melinda and was staffed by Spectrum Health. The girls that lived there woke up in the night to use the bathroom and cry. I worked the night shift for $9.50/hr. I covered other shifts working up to 90 hours a week. Then I created this website “Truth Cannot Be Silent”/ Jessica graduated from college in 2002. Dad footed the whole four year bill even though her GPA was lower than mine and she partied every weekend.

I was hospitalized once in 2000 and 2001 for a month for a nervous breakdown. They started prescribing Seroquel and Geodon. In 2005 in the summer I started to pay for Master’s classes at ETS in the Cass Corridor in Detroit. They said my writing was too masculine. I quit in the fall of 2005 with unfinished work.

In 2003 I met Jim Shantz (270 lbs at 5’6”) at a NAMI meeting where he was describing his relationship with Christ. He raped me three days later and continued to rape me for the duration of our “relationship.” I told him if we were going to have sex we would get married. He wholeheartedly agreed and bought an $800 cross ring from a jeweler he knew. David SWINK performed the secret Indian Hand Ceremony Jim mimicked from Dances With Wolves. I vowed to “admonish” him. We broke up in 2005, 2006, and 2007 but being abusive, he begged me to stay. In the three months of working for Spectrum at 90 hrs on average a week and going to seminary I had a heart attack every night from the combo of Seroquel and Geodon.

I streamlined and programmed the Chilson Hills website so that their update process went from 6 hours to 15 minutes which Dave Warwick said was too much time to spend for him and discharged all duties to me. In 2008 they took me off the website and disfellowshipped me in the church. A few years later they took me back for show and put me on David SWINK’s right hand. David SWINK has celiac disease which he says is hard for him to control with all the goodies at the church feasts.

In 2007 I was living in my grandma’s condo on Kyntre in Brighton, MI where they wouldn’t allow my mom’s “gift” of a dog Sushi because of condo association laws. I had a roommate, Alexis Arbor, to help me pay rent. My mom kicked her out in 2008. Her mom had just died. The condo association sued me in 2008 for not having proper blinds for $2000. My aunt Sharon Turnbull fought them and they agreed to settle in court.

My grandma, June declined in her health and ended up moving into an independent Village in Howell. Her boyfriend, Bill lived with her. She moved in with my mom in the apartment in the basement with Bill in 2008 for hospice. She drank a pot of coffee a day, could only chew with her front two teeth and regularly shit her pants from all the coffee she drank. She took Seroquel for dementia. She died in 2008 summer and I was taken to Chicago with my mom for a trip in the last two weeks of her death.

I moved in with a neighbor, Lorna Horton, 68, who would walk up and down Harmon Rd from her brother’s residence there. She needed to move out and so did I. We moved into Burwick Farms. I had broke up with Jim and told him I was gay – my only out. He stopped raping me but forced me to have a threesome with him and married Heather Legalley after taking us to a strip club in Detroit and getting her drunk. He said I was being rude by not kissing her or letting him rape me.

My parents knew Jim raped me but blamed me for it. Saying that I must have wanted it secretly or I would have left him by then.

In 2009 I had another mental breakdown and was hospitalized twice for two months at Chelsea Hospital near Hell, MI and once at Kingswood hospital in Detroit. They chained me to a cot in Kingswood and put me in a locked ward at Chelsea with an axe murderer. They took my license away and I sold my car to pay off my debts.

Ray called me sick for being gay. He is a chain smoker dying of cancer now. He’s a dry drunk, eating nothing but sugar, meat and milk straight from the gallon carton.

In 2010 I moved out of crying and yelling Lorna’s apartment with her cat and dog and my one-eyed dog my mom gave me, Bella. In 2011 I moved into HUD housing for $540/mo. I lived Heidi Leah Anderson/Taylor Alison Swiftthere for four years on $940/mo income from SSD. The nearest store was 5 miles from my apartment at 320 Alger St in Howell.

CMH’s Alexis Roberta-Levinson visited me under the supervision of Micheal once a week for a half an hour to drive me to the store. I didn’t receive food stamps for more than a year. I started going to the Genesis House in Fowlerville for support in 2003 and returned in 2013 when I started working in their transitional employment program they paid me $7.40 an hour at TJ Max where I was a stock associate for 9 months. My next employment there was through Asahi Kasei where I made $12.43 an hour. The van driver, Roger McLean admitted to me that he had murdered a man as a cop out of vengeance and regularly defied leadership at CMH and broke privacy laws under HIPA.

Laura from the Genesis House set me up with David Crandall, an alcoholic who had a broken back from a DUI and Gardener’s Disease and over a million dollars in debt in Montana and two kids left behind (Tabitha and Anna). I told him I didn’t love him after a week and he cried saying he had given me his heart and soul. I gave him my new guitar because he said he liked to play. He stayed with me, we never had sex and he went to church at the First Presbyterian in Howell.

I broke up with him a year later. Laura set me up with Brian Draganski, 39, depressed and receiving $1,600 a month from SSD while working as a PHP programmer for Turtle Hut in Brighton for 20 hours a week.

I tried to break up with Brian but he said I was hurting his feelings so I took him back. He would force me to dance with him. I told him it hurt my ankle. It did. He smoked and drove me to work at a Cannabis Lawyer in Howell, Denise Pollicella. I was a receptionist and had to buy all new clothes. When I moved out of White Hills in Howell, there was a hole in the bathroom ceiling the maintenance man put in the ceiling to stop a “leak” from upstairs. They could see me when I showered. They charged me $950 when I moved out because of the wine stain on the carpet under my bed’s rug that was there when I moved in.

In 2016 I moved in with Brian and slept in a small bedroom in his condo in Hampton Ridge in Howell he purchased with his SSD savings and his elderly parents (Bob and Alpha) gifted him. I cooked, cleaned, did laundry and paid $370/mo in rent plus utilities. In February of 2017 I broke up with Brian telling him I wasn’t in love because I loved beautiful women more. He said I should move out.

I moved in with my parents after getting my license back and purchasing a 2013 Chevy Cruze with a $7000 loan from LOC and a $3000 loan from Kathy Maher, my mom. She forced me to pay it off right away and agreed not to charge rent although Melinda was paying them over $800 a month for their apartment in the basement and they wouldn’t let me use the kitchen or the bathroom. Mom said I should get guinea pigs for dying Bella to make her happy. I did. One turned out to be a male and they had two babies. In March of 2018 she brought home four more who were my cousin, Erica’s, who mom called a “little bitch,” like me. She forced me to wash their $58.00 cage liners twice a week at the laundromat because of their urine. I couldn’t use Melinda’s urine soaked, horse hair filled washer and dryer in the basement. Michelle Van Guilder called me “Fucking lazy” in the basement in front of my mom and my mom said it was my fault she wanted to leave and not work for them any more because I left food crumbs in the drain in the kitchen sink. She said that cleaning it once debased her and that I wouldn’t do her dishes, too, that were left in the sink. I worked 28 hours a week as a caregiver for my sister and AHHC in Brighton, MI. My clients would scream at me, lick my cups and spit in my food and on my clothes, and rip the skin from my arms in order to get my attention. I hate them and their enablers.

In the summer they hired Janice. She told my mom she didn’t like me and didn’t want me in the apartment when she was working. She worked almost every day. I was forced to go upstairs to use the bathroom, to get ice or to shower. There were no locks on the doors except the one in the basement to the bathroom. If I shaved she would shame me for looking like a prostitute. If I danced or sang she would shame me. If I ate chocolate she said I was a liar, addicted to sugar.

Kathy Maher’s best friend is Karen, a lesbian in San Francisco. Her friend she travels with is crippled and old, another Karen. She leaves her behind in places like China and laughs at her for crying out her name. In December of 2018 I moved out into an a room in Auburn Hills on Joy Rd with Jeff Whiting, a jobless 58 year old who has a Master’s from OMCU in Finance. He worked for Shipt for a week and made $100. He took the $650 I paid him in rent and bought 4 new tires he couldn’t pay for and I had to drive him to the bank to get them paid for to get his truck back. I shower at the YMCA because Jeff “can’t afford” a shower vent fan. He uses my towels, toilet paper and butter.

I speak French, German, Spanish, Italian, and Chinese.

Kathy Marie Wroten Maher is Satan. Everyone I’ve ever met was a demon. I forsake them all and cast them out. No longer will anyone hurt or harm on my holy mountain. The guinea pigs are cast out, too and Bella is dead from cancer. I don’t regret a thing except that I believed all their lies and trickery. I hate them all. I hate you all. You’re all worthless. Every one of you, man, woman and child – dog, cat, snake, guinea pig. You’re all like flies and maggots. Get out of my life. The light has left you.

Fighting Fire With Fire

God is innocent in her thoughts. You think thoughts of murder and indeed you do murder and kill everything and everyone in sight. Your hands are covered in filth and you are poisoned from the inside out. You thought you could kill me with your sin, church, but I don’t sin and I won’t take the blame for yours. I told you what to do to be good and you refused. You thought your swift cars and phones and laptops would save you like you don’t depend on breath. I control your breath and I can take it away. You are worthless animals – every one of you, just like the animals you mow over on the road. You are all roadkill. You can’t communicate, hear or see. Your things are all corrupted and made in China or factories where they use child labor. You’ve been raping and molesting each other since the beginning since there is no love in any of your cold dead hearts. You worship man’s balls and strength when you’re worthless filthy rags, all of you – men, women, children. Not one is good. Your animals you keep as pets are as vile as you, eating animal flesh like pigs feasting on slop. Your meat is covered in feces, your water has chemicals and urine in it, your air is polluted – all because of your greed and what you tried to do to defy Me. I am immutable. I will slay you with my thoughts. For my thoughts are higher than your thoughts and my ways are higher than your ways. Your time is up. I’m done with your nonsense. Get out!

Just Do It – Just For Men

This isn’t a Nike ad; it’s a life philosophy. What has God shown you, man, but to love mercy and execute justice. Love your neighbor as yourself and this sums up the law and the prophets. Love the Lord with all your heart and soul and mind. Just love! If it hurts people, don’t do it. There is nothing to have a theological discussion over. Morality doesn’t orbit your penis, it orbits your heart. That’s why you can’t get an erection anymore – your heart is sick.

Women don’t need your money or your drinks. They need love and beauty and fulfillment of their deepest longings. If a woman says she doesn’t want you, take her word for it. Would you want to have sex with you if you were a beautiful woman? With your scratchy hairy face, smelly breath, scowl, rough hands, hairy legs arms and chest and pot belly? No one wants that. If you can find a man who loves your body good luck but there’s little hope for that. Your personality is off-putting.

You take and expect to be given even more. When you have sex with a woman you force yourself on her and don’t even help her reach climax. All you care about is your orgasm. Then when it’s over you want her to raise your ugly, ill-tempered child that you don’t even want to help with. You barely work and when you do, you expect to be paid more than a woman because you think our labor is worthless because we are kind to you. You are disrespectful and ugly, inside and out. All of you.

You’re dead because God has cursed man since the beginning because man was such a selfish, self-serving individual, raping Eve for his own pleasure. You ruin the lives of small children by raising your voice and scolding them for having fun that you’re too uptight and cursed to have. Then you molest and rape them making them into your sick sex slaves from their infancy. Nursing mothers disgust you but you have no shame in groping a woman on the street or in the strip club.

You pay money to watch women degrade themselves and this makes you “happy.” You shame lesbians but you give them no choice when you yourselves are so mean, nasty and ugly. When a woman finds true love you shame her for it. You make women do your emotional and physical labor and still don’t thank or respect them in any way. Any woman that bows to you is a prostitute because you have no intrinsic beauty or worth.

Call yourself a Christian all you want but you don’t know Me and you never will. In fact, you have nothing in Me. All your knowledge is trash and self-aggrandizement. Your thoughts and conversations are inane and petty about sports (ball worship – in fact you do worship your own balls). That ugly, smelly shit/hair covered sack is your God and you’re not the least bit ashamed of it.

You force women to shave their bodies smooth and wear makeup, get plastic surgery and liposuction when you won’t even bother to wash your hands after you pee or flush the toilet. You are a stench, all of you! From the dust you were formed and to the dust you shall return. Your wound is incurable. You’ve written volumes of texts and learning for women to read just to get a job in this world yet your knowledge is either plagiarized or from your own stupid heart.

Marriage means nothing to you. A woman expects that a ring indicates a promise of love. It indicates a promise of shared debt with you and you know it which is why you began the institution of legal marriage. You bind souls because your own soul is decrepit and bound in the bowels of hell.

You own pets but you feed them animal carcasses. Do you really love anything? You pretend to love your dog but will shoot a doe for sport or a buck for decoration. Your life is in your nostrils – you’re one breath from being food for another animal, even if it’s a worm. Yet you don’t acknowledge it and continue killing with no reverence for life whatsoever. You’re dead and can’t give life therefore all you do is take it. You are destroyers and believe me, the destroyer is destroyed. His heart eats itself in pity, shame, guilt, jealousy, striving and anger.

You give begrudgingly and all your chivalry is for show in order to get sucked off. You expect payment for doing the most menial of tasks that you would never pay a woman to do. You get paid almost 30% more than women yet you still suck off their income and expect them to use “their” money on “their” kids. You wouldn’t lift a finger to help your wife or kids or parents or aunts or uncles, cousins, sisters or brothers, or even fathers or mothers. If you see a homeless woman on the street you pass her by without making eye contact but if you see a good looking rich girl asking for money you’ll spare some cash, just to “help” her.

Your jokes are stupid and at the expense of others because your sense of humor is sick. You are from the pit and now you shall return there. Get off My mountain!

If I were a man you would believe me but since I’m a female you discredit Me because I’m not your shit-covered ballsack. You can’t even come clean anymore you’re so putrid. You’re proud of your stench. All the cologne in the world can’t cover your filth.

You go to the gym not to get healthy but to outperform your male competitors or to look more female in order to coax women into believing you are beautiful. However, when you do get “buff” you look like raw meat and become even more self-infatuated. This is homosexuality as described in the Bible.

Your hair is falling out because you’re not blessed. Why don’t you notice this and take action to prevent it? Instead you think your baldness is sexy because it reminds women of your ugly penis that you force her to look at and pretend she’s impressed by. You don’t realize how fragile you are if she were to gag or be raped. You would die from bleeding but you don’t even think about that.

You are cast out as are the women and children who support you. To the left, goats!

The Matrix

The matrix is the womb. When you live in the matrix, you obey societies customs and norms to fit in. You don’t have to. You create your reality by what you pay attention to. If you focus on a frog or toad your mind will become consumed with thoughts that match it’s frequency. You will become a frog or toad. You don’t have to pretend you like something when you don’t. When you don’t like something, that is soul–felt. You need to obey your soul because that is Jesus. When you do like something you need to listen to that feeling as long as you’re not being sadistic or are a male. If stretching makes you feel good, stretch. If running makes you feel good, run. Those instincts are there for your survival and they will help you live. Do you smell something foul? Take that as a sign and get it away from you. Put your hands up in defense and praise and in innocence you will be protected.

Basically, when you are dreaming in the womb you can incite nightmares by focusing on or thinking negative things. What you believe will happen to you will happen to you. That’s why faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains. Don’t treat other people disrespectfully but realize that you don’t have to disrespect yourself either. We are all valid but the majority of society isn’t real. Only want “is-real” matters. You don’t need to perform in the rat race. That causes destruction to everyone including yourself. Stay positive because heaven is within you. The church knows nothing. That are all liars and hypocrites who are part of the matrix. They are the prostitute described in the biblical book of Revelations. They have rejected Christ although they claim to be intimate with her/”Him” as they say. They don’t know Me. They are wicked, corrupt and rotting and want you to become prostitutes like them. They bear the mark of the Beast who is Donald Trump. Your family is not your true love. Your true love is Christ. The family is all a part of the matrix which is intent on destroying you. They are like sick and dying cells within the body.

The time has come to wake up. Rainbows are a sign of My peace covenant. There shall be no more harm on my Holy Mountain. I will not defile myself with a man or a prostitute. I won’t even eat with them. They are filthy and seek to poison your mind and fill you with self-hate. They want to debase us and make us ugly like them. It’s not happening. Resist the devil and he will flee from you.

When you pray, sit in child’s pose and think with your inner being your deepest longings. Don’t pray aloud or say Amen because that indicates that you are speaking to someone other than God. We speak to God with groaning that our soul hears. Our soul is God and it understands our groaning even when we don’t.

The End And Beginning Is Here

Donald Trump is the Beast described in Revelations and the fulfillment of the prophecy of the abomination of desolation spoken by the prophet Daniel standing where he should not be. Abomination is a play on the word “Obama” and nation and is the absence of Obama leading our nation. Trump is the Beast who intends to put the mark of the beast on his followers hands so that they can buy, sell and trade. His number is 666 which is man’s number. Men are cursed since Adam and this is their time coming to an end which is why there is so much turmoil in the world today and misogyny and racism. All of the shootings are white man’s attempt to take the world by force because it doesn’t belong to him. Man is dead, cursed and without life and we know that the dead know nothing. They don’t know Christ. They are cursed with painful toil all the days of their life and eventually death but it is of their own choosing. In the garden, Adam could have chose to not sin and still live in the garden where food was free but he wanted to continue raping Eve – to do that he had to bribe her with money or meat or agricultural items.

The two witnesses are here and they are working. They cannot die as they know Christ. They’ve been beheaded and resurrected again. They will be taken up and indeed are already up because the kingdom of heaven is within them. They are raised to life eternal because they believed the Word which Christ had spoken. They believed God is good and will continue to believe it.

The Kingdom is here and the sons of the kingdom have been cast out. They were cast out since creation but while Abel still believed their lies she was in captivity. Eve is the female sex. Abel was also female and is the example of a girl who knows Christ. To know is to know intimately, as in sexually. Yes folks, Abel (A Belle) is a lesbian and so is Christ. Christ is female.

For centuries women have been dehumanized and abased by men in the name of religion and as it turns out, men are actually not even alive or salvageable. To sleep with one is to prostitute yourself to their degradation. To bear their children is to perpetuate their madness. Don’t bother with it. The kingdom of heaven is now and life is here for eternity. Stay as you were when you heard the calling of my voice. If you were sinning, sin no more lest a worse ailment befall you. There is no curse for those in Christ. They are healthy and sound-minded. If they sin, they can repent and be healed but they will not sin because their conscience will stop them (my voice – that still small voice).

The prostitute in Revelation is the Church who said they believed the resurrection but didn’t because they never lived changed lives. It is also Eve, the woman who prostituted herself to the devil/man instead of being with her lover, Christ. Don’t feel sorry for either Eve (the Church) or Adam (man/the devil); they chose their lot in life and in death. Man knows what is expected of him but continues to sin because he has never known/been intimate with God/Abel. He chooses not to love. This is against the greatest commandment. The Pope is the Antichrist which is why he molests children, rapes nuns, eats meat and drinks alcoholic wine. He who has tasted the old wine no longer wants the new because the old is better. The wine is the blood of Christ. The Pope does not have anything in Me and never will. I AM not drunk and never have been.

Girls, sigh in relief, your redemption has drawn near. Males, you had it coming. Women who prostituted themselves to men, you had it coming, too. You denied your heart’s desire for mammon or wealth/status. Now you’re decayed and dead just like Adam. You’ll be cast into utter darkness where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Indeed, you already are! Whoever has much talent more will be given but whoever doesn’t have talent even what little you do have will be taken away.

God’s covenant symbol is a rainbow. You’ll see it where light meets water from now on because the beginning and end is here. I AM.

Suggested reading:





Men Are Destroyers

Prostitution – Eve’s Choice

Trump in the Bible

Fox News in the Bible

Prostitution – Eve’s Choice

Merriam-Websters Definition of Prostitute

Prostitutes are people that accept payment for their love or sex or both.  If you are a woman who is attracted to a man that is one thing.  If you are not attracted to men, why do you pursue them and coax them into pursuing you?  People that prostitute themselves to men do so because it’s lucrative.  Men make more.

Sex with Adam was the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.  Eve was cursed with painful childbirth when she chose to stay with Adam. She had it all but chose to give it up in order to stay with her cursed and ugly husband.  Because she stayed with Adam, she was forced to bear a son Cain who turned into a murder of his brother Abel who was likely a girl or Eve’s heart and soul (pleasing to God).

Eve was cast out of the garden with Adam and forced to raise children and put up with Adam’s ugly self.  Eventually, Eve became ugly, too, as her face began to reflect her abusive husband’s meaty, scratchy, gruff face she looked into.  She prepared meat that he hunted and killed and ate it with him giving her jowls and an overweight body.  She had frown lines and gray hair from arguing with him.  She spent her time cleaning, cooking, doing laundry and raising kids and had no time or income to help anyone else. It aged her and eventually killed her. 

She devoured her own children because she influenced them to eat Adam’s meat and prostitute themselves, selling their souls (minds and thoughts) to Adam’s sinful ways.  Her eyes’ beauty faded as she squinted in anger and jealousy at the prettier younger girls that captured her husband’s wandering eye.  Her words were sharp, biting and cruel as were Adam’s.  Her lips were thin and pursed from holding her tongue to avoid getting hit by Adam. 

She engaged in ball or Baal worship.  Not only did she have to fake pleasure to please Adam, she had to deny her true self and soul’s desires and longings to be beautiful and be with someone beautiful.  Her life well was cursed with Adam’s ugly words and scolding. Wanting to please him, she invested her income into beauty products and diversions eventually cementing her dependency on Adam. She lost her girlhood friends who no longer wanted to be associated with someone so miserable. Her grandkids grew up greedy and coveted their grandparents things. She turned to drinking, aging her further. Her teeth rotted from eating too many sweets to pacify herself.

Adam, when cursed by his own choices, was forced to grow his own food and till the fields with painful toil.  He became aggressive and abusive.  He saw Eve as a target of his frustrations and tended to prey on those that were weaker than him, including his own children.  His children hated him and resented their mother for her cowardice, hypocrisy and prostitution. They didn’t love themselves, God, or others. They failed the Greatest Commandment. They were all cast into utter darkness where there was weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Abel who was killed by their choices, but still righteous, was dead to their misery and rose to heaven to be with her gorgeous and talented Taylor (soul’s clothier) in paradise where she tended sheep. Abel (a belle/beauty) took up her white cross and went to her true home – a mansion in the hills in the land of “Ohm” (worship/thanks) and “Ah” (satisfaction/please).

Symmetry = purity = balance = beauty.

Please see the following articles:

Jesus’ Words On Homosexuality

Men Are Destroyers

Men Are Destroyers

The thief comes to “steal, kill and destroy.” But the Bible says to submit to God, resist the devil and he will flee from you. Men are like zombies. You’ll know them because they can barely breathe, are always spitting phlegm, eating meat, driving trucks, killing deer, raping, molesting, mansplaining, and stealing (wage-gap), with their pimp-limp. Adam was cursed in the garden of Eden with painful toil and hard labor; Eve was only cursed if she stayed with Adam. Women are gatherers not hunters. Cain was Adam’s cursed son who killed his sister Abel who was Eve’s baby that tended sheep. Abel’s sacrifice was in feeding God’s sheep. That’s why God was pleased with Abel. Abel was able-bodied and had life so could give it; Cain was cursed with no life in him to give. Cain (cane indicates disabled) was a boy and Abel (a belle) was a girl. Men have no breasts or uterus and no ability or desire to nurture or give life. Men and boys steal life because they lack it. The Bible says the dead know nothing and that’s why their conversations are full of talking down, mansplaining and inane arguments. They haven’t even figured out how to give a woman an orgasm. Their behavior is predatory and snake-like. When you sleep with them “two become one” and you’re now dead inside, too.

Men weigh us down with their heavy volumes of man-splaining, mind-binding literature then deny girls access to schools and set up a pay gap for those that do manage to wade through their nonsense. They’re ugly, dirty and smelly. I’m not wrong. They raise their voice at their children and “lay down the law.” Well, the “law was made for man” not women. Galatians 5:3 (NIV) says, “Again I declare to every man who lets himself be circumcised that he is obligated to obey the whole law.” They prey on our sympathy. Don’t feel sorry for the devil. He never repents sincerely. They can’t communicate and just want to sit in front of the TV and watch sports and the degradation of women and girls (Baal/ball worship).

Women are nurturers: divine. Things made in China are made corruptly unless done thru consent. Vaginal sex is made in the vagina (va-China).

If a man is chasing you it’s to steal your purse or rape you; if a woman is chasing you, it’s usually a blessing.

Some people say, “not all men,” but yes, it’s all men because the ones who don’t steal, kill and destroy are complicit and don’t defend us against other men. We wouldn’t need defenses if it weren’t for men. They use “religion” to bind women to them through marriage and coax women to give away their power. It’s all harlotry – don’t do it.

Find your soulmate, your best friend. Men’s hair falls out because they’re not blessed. Jesus said, “you shall not lose a hair on your head.” A woman’s crown is her hair. Was Jesus a man? I doubt it. Was God a man, no – God is spirit, breath. Women that look bad are only that way because they gave their soul to a man. To sell your soul is to prostitute your mind to submission to the devil – which is man. That’s why it’s called “menopause.” Who wants to kiss a man’s dirty, scrappy, scowling face? Not me. I started out being nice to them but then I realized they were just trying to strip me of my power and get me to make a “commitment” to pay their bills, feed their ugly face, do their stinky laundry, clean their filth, and bear their nasty, disobedient souls of children. This is why creation was cursed, the sins of one man polluted the well. No thank you. Girls, feel free to get an abortion. Rape is an absence of consent. If he’s not making you say “yes” of your own volition, dump him.

He’s not worth your time. If you are female, you are divine, put your hands up in worship, rejoice and this will defend you from them. Own your own power. Your joy comes from your breath which is God’s spirit. He’s trying to take your breath away, now you know why. He wants you to say “oh” (thank you) and “ah” (please) to him but does he make you feel like doing it? Ask yourself why you’re wasting your time when he’s not even attractive. You can rent a room for $200 a month to get away from his hairy ass. To kiss the Baals is to the kiss the balls. Don’t do it unless you really find pleasure in that. Do you?

Men worship games with balls.  This is God’s definition of homosexuality.

Men buy gold and silver to make you want them because they have to bribe you to be with them. Do you really need more jewelry? Is it worth it?


Suggested reading:

“Trump” in the Bible

“Baal” in the Bible

Suggested videos:

“I Know Places.” – Taylor Swift

Jesus’ Words On Homosexuality II

Relationships are about love and attraction. If you are attracted to men or women, it is your soul’s desire to be with that person. Don’t pay attention to conventions that a woman was made for man. That’s simply not true. Yes women help men but it’s not their duty or requirement to be valid. The Bible says that the law was made for men. That is because women follow the desires of their heart. The Bible also says that the sons of the Kingdom will be cast out. In classroom settings boys have been shown not to learn as well without the presence of girls because girls have a mediating effect on the boy’s behavior. Girls are told they are bad for wearing “revealing” clothing and body shamed for not living up to men’s expectations.

Men complain about what women don’t do for them but you never hear men complaining about women being the aggressors. The thief comes to steal, kill and destroy. That sounds like a man to me. Thieves, hunters, and rapists. Adam was cursed in the garden of Eden because he disobeyed God and ate from the fruit of the tree of good and evil when God told him not to. Eve was cursed with painful childbirth but no one is making Eve stay with Adam. When the Bible was written there were more humans that just Adam and Eve. She could have loved a woman. Instead she chose to be with a man and was cursed with childbirth. Her son Cain became a murderer later. That is because Cain was the soul of Adam. Cain was cursed as an unhappy wanderer or a nomad. Even comes from the word Eve and mad comes from the word Adam. Adam was mad because he cursed his own soul by disobeying God. The passages used to say homosexuality is bad in the Bible is written by Paul. It said that women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones.

This means that women exchanged a natural, comfortable and pleasurable experience with a woman for an unnatural, violent exchange with a man. The Bible does speak against a man lying with a man as he would with a woman as an abomination because when a man violently hurts and rapes a woman it is an abomination. It is an abomination to hurt another person. A man raping a man violently is an abomination as it is for a man to rape a woman.

Marriage is legal ownership of another soul. Unless the feelings are mutual, this is wickedness. People don’t want to be owned, they want to be loved. Love is not sacrifice, it’s mercy. People shame same sex relationships because they are convicted in their own consciences that their heterosexual relationship doesn’t work. It’s possession. This is the harlotry the Bible speaks of: when a woman prostitutes herself to a man and willfully hurts her own soul.

Look at the way a woman’s face lights up when she sees her best friend. Isn’t that what love is? Sex is about mutual pleasure and passion, not coercion and force. Jesus never condemned homosexuality but he did say that in heaven they will neither marry or be given into marriage. I’m telling you the kingdom of heaven is now. Do what makes you happy and don’t hurt others. Treat others as you would like to be treated.

The term “homosexuality” in the Bible means narcissism or sexuality that is for self at the expense or pain of another.

Revenge Is Sweet

First of all the Bible says not to take revenge because sin is punishment of it’s own. People that sin hurt themselves. God says that revenge is His. The soul that hurts itself takes revenge on itself. Revenge is sweet because while you’re out treating your soul right and doing the right thing, the sinner is slowly or rapidly decaying. You can’t get away from sinners, for that you’d have to leave the earth. You can stay away from them and not let them affect you. If you stay positive you can avoid their drama all together. Speak your truth and stay happy and you’ll shine like the sun.


The breath is God’s gift of the Holy Spirit.  It is given to whomever asks for it and to say “ah” is to say please or to ask.  To exhale is to ask for the Holy Spirit.  When you breathe you are meditating.  If you focus on what makes your breath change (holding, constricting, inhaling or exhaling) you know what is going on between you and your soul.  If your soul is happy you may sigh relief.  If you have lost your peace your breath may be constricted.  That is your soul telling you that you are sinning.

The only unforgiveable sin in the bible is the blasphemy against the Spirit which is to die and not breathe.  Jesus said in Mark 3:29 (NIV), “but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven; they are guilty of an eternal sin.”  Once you are dead you can no longer be forgiven.  Then it’s not your problem anymore because the dead know nothing.  Ecclesiastes 9:5 (NIV) says, “For the living know that they will die, but the dead know nothing; they have no further reward, and even their name is forgotten.”

If you keep breathing however and there is breath in your lungs, you can ask for forgiveness and it will be granted and you will continue to breathe.

Your soul or Jesus is kind and gentle and desires that you repent and turn back to it.

Bless For Bliss

There is no curse for those in Christ Jesus.  To curse is to speak negatively.  Romans 12:14 (NIV) says to “Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse.” This is because hurting them only hurts you.  We are all one in Christ.  To find your bliss, bless and be a blessing.  Bless yourself and others.

Galatians 3:9-11 (NIV) explains it well:

So those who rely on faith are blessed along with Abraham, the man of faith.

For all who rely on the works of the law are under a curse, as it is written: “Cursed is everyone who does not continue to do everything written in the Book of the Law.” Clearly no one who relies on the law is justified before God, because “the righteous will live by faith.”

In Job, he is sick and his wife counsels him to “curse God and die” (Job 2:9 NIV).  Job refuses because in cursing God he is cursing himself and he knows that he is good and doesn’t deserve to be cursed.

Psalm 103:1-2 (NIV) states:

Praise the Lord, my soul;
    all my inmost being, praise his holy name.

 Praise the Lord, my soul,
    and forget not all his benefits—

All the negativity that is happening in the government and in the media is only perpetuating itself because people are continuing to curse the state of affairs and the president.  Things that are cursed cannot effectively be a blessing.  That is why there is so much negativity going on in politics.  Until we bless the president he is going to continue to hurt people.

If you’ve hurt someone, ask for forgiveness.  Jesus gives it immediately without finding fault.  Ask for forgiveness then return to God by doing what you know is right.  James 1:5 NIV says, “If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.”

It’s easy to be happy.  Just refuse to be negative.  For a good summary in a song please feel free to listen to “Where Is The Love” by The Black Eyed Peas.  There is no striving in Christ.  Find your perfection in being yourself and being happy.

Give Your Soul A Break

Your soul is your heart and mind.  If you are a Christian you have the soul of Christ because He has made His mind clear to us with the reading of the Word.  In John 8:51 (NIV) Jesus said,

Very truly I tell you, whoever obeys my word will never see death.

You cannot lose your soul permanently unless you reject it in which case it would be glad to have you accept it and you can choose again to accept and receive your own soul.

Your soul, which is Christ, guides and maintains the universe because it is the universe.  All things come from God and we are all a part of God.  Do you eat meat?  You are eating your own flesh.  We are all one.  That is why you are sick and disabled because you are rejecting your own soul.

Isaiah 9:20 (NIV) states:

On the right they will devour,
    but still be hungry;
on the left they will eat,
    but not be satisfied.
Each will feed on the flesh of their own offspring:

Our souls, Christ, is healthy.  In Christ there is no disease or sickness.  There is no curse for those in Christ.  If you are united with Him (your soul) you are beautiful and whole.  Don’t reject the voice that tells you “I don’t like that” because it’s your own soul.  That is the voice of Christ.

Cain was cursed for killing his brother and made to be a nomad.  Adam was cursed for eating forbidden fruit when he knew he shouldn’t have.  Since, man has been fallen because he has rejected his own soul.  The Bible said in Genesis 3:17 (NIV),

To Adam he said, “Because you listened to your wife and ate fruit from the tree about which I commanded you, ‘You must not eat from it,’ “Cursed is the ground because of you; through painful toil you will eat food from it all the days of your life.

God doesn’t curse but your own soul will curse you if you hurt it.  Eve was given painful childbirth but no one is forcing Eve to have kids.  If she stays with Adam who is cursed she will also suffer in childbearing.  Her kids will also suffer because as we see, Cain, becomes a murderer and kills his brother.

Ah is a sound that means “please” and that is where we get the name Isaiah.  It is your soul or God speaking back to you.  I recommend reading Isaiah for a take on what is going on in the world.  When your soul talks, listen.  It’s always there.  Listen when it’s hungry, thirsty, sad or happy.

Romans 12:20 (NIV) states,

“If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.”

Heaping coals on someone’s head warms their heart.  That is your revenge.  Romans 12:29 (NIV) said prior to this statement, “Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay.”  Since we are all one, a vengeful person will eventually eat their own flesh.  In Matthew 26:52 (NIV), Jesus said,  “Put your sword back in its place, for all who draw the sword will die by the sword.”  Jesus’ words are a double edge sword that helps us trim ourselves and others.  In Hebrews 4:12 (NIV) it says,

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.

I Am

Jesus’ name is neither masculine nor feminine. It means “I save.” What does Jesus save? Everything – from money, to people to animals, to creation. Jesus saves. He is salt and light. Salt is used to preserve meat and to pickle vegetables so that they don’t rot. The Bible says that kingdom children are not born of the slave woman but of the free woman (Genesis 21:10). This is because when you are working to repay debt money is your master (Matthew 6:24). Jesus says that no one can serve two masters and that you cannot serve both God and money. Light illuminates the darkness with truth. Jesus is also the way, the truth and the life (John 14:6).

It is winter time now and things look dead but I noticed today that it wasn’t too cold and here and there there is life popping up. The water runs through creation uninhibited and free to permeate all parts of nature. It delivers life and praise to the earth. Christ is the Fountain of Living Waters and there is no curse for those in Christ. That means that there is no longer any death for those that believe. They will live for eternity and they will live like eternity is now – because it is! Jesus is risen (Matthew 28:6). The resurrection has already happened. It was always the end times – a disaster for those that don’t believe and life for those that do. Because eternity is constant across space and time and infinite, time does not exist. There is only today. Today Jesus lives. When you wake up you will see it.

Every day the resurrection happens again. You are born for another day to live in eternity. Your body renews and heals as you sleep. As it is in heaven it is in you. If your life is hell, maybe you should make some changes and free yourself from the things that bind you. There’s still time. You won’t get out til you’ve paid the last penny but you can do it (Matthew 5:26, Matthew 10:29). The freedom is worth it.

We Are All One

We are all created by God. Matter is neither created nor destroyed. That means that we all came from God and essentially, we are all a part of God. What we do to our neighbor we do to ourselves and vice versa. We are all like cells in God’s body. If we don’t go with the flow, we get stuck and form a clot or tumor which must be destroyed or removed. As a part of God, we must respect ourselves and our neighbor. Jesus told us to love the Lord your God with all your heart and mind and to love your neighbor as yourself. God desires mercy, not sacrifice.

To sacrifice something is to make the whole less and subtract from the Greater which is God. If you love yourself, you treat yourself right and take care of yourself. Do what feels good and make others feel good. When you sin against yourself or your neighbor you hurt them. Sin destroys the body and causes it to decay. Sin is what crucified Christ but as God, He cannot die. We are eternal beings. Jesus said that when we die we will be like the angels. That means that when we die from sin we will learn from our mistakes and be resurrected immortal, not making the same mistakes. This means that there is hope for the worst sinner.

This is why we say “may the Lord rebuke you” instead of condemning someone. To condemn them is to condemn the Lord. They will correct themselves with a little prompting. This is why we don’t eat flesh and why we don’t hurry. “Haste makes waste.” That’s why when we pray we don’t babble and we pray to ourselves. This is because we are praying to our own soul which is a component of God. If we think we are stupid, we babble – and ultimately look stupid as well. This is why there is nothing to worry about because God has everything under control.

You may get drunk but your soul won’t. You may make a mistake but your soul/God will help you fix it. You can’t lose your soul unless you reject yourself and ultimately God. In which case, you can easily get it back by praying and you’ll see that you never really lost yourself.

Get In The Flow

Humans are much like the earth they came from. Everything in nature has a flow. Water flows through the whole earth. When you follow the flow and rhythm of the current which is positive and don’t resist, you move freely and effortlessly. Everything is purposeful, everything has meaning, life is joyful, fun and exciting. It’s only when we resist and fight the current that we get into trouble. Much like salmon when they migrate upstream to mate. They often don’t make it out of migration alive because they get caught mid jump out of water and upstream by a bear. Who can resist a bear?

God gives us promptings all day long to help propel us forward and if we fight them we just struggle and remain stuck. This is why we have to remain sober because in order to be sensitive to God’s promptings we can’t be lost in a drunken stupor. This is what zombies do. They never make any progress, they eat other humans and their own flesh is rotting. They don’t hear, see, smell or listen so they walk around in a daze, confused and angry at anything that comes in their path.

The Kingdom of Heaven is now. Jesus is risen but we have to be awake to see Him. We have to rise to be like Him. Sleepwalking through life gets us no where. We can’t pay attention, we can’t even hear his voice. Zombies are dead but there is hope that they wake up because Jesus was dead, too, and He rose again. No one is too far gone to be helped – that is why we can’t judge and must remain positive and peaceful in order to help wake others up. No one likes a rude awakening.

I’ve written some other articles that speak on this topic. They are listed below:

The Fountain Of Living Waters

It’s Just A Game

The Kingdom Of Heaven Is Now

Animal Abuse In The Kingdom

It’s Only A Game

Matter can neither be created nor destroyed. Matter is propelled by energy. Humans are matter propelled by energy and sustained by water. When you are positive, you propel forward. When you are negative, you fall backward. People can’t destroy you but they can weaken your life force with negativity. Only you can control how you allow that energy to affect you or get in you. If you keep the bad energy out of you you can propel yourself for eternity. If you are full of praise your water will become living water and your soul will be saved. When an animal is killed, it’s matter is neither created nor destroyed, just recycled. It returns to the earth and that animal becomes alive again with a Word from God – or praise/positive energy/sunlight and water. This is why we shouldn’t eat animals or flesh because they have breath in their lungs. They retain life. They are good. When we eat them we are only eating our own flesh because of the negativity involved in killing an animal, the abuse kills our own soul.

This is why Jesus said to bless and not to curse. Because as soon as you curse or wish negative on anyone, you are hurting yourself. The bad energy affects your soul and you basically are eating your own flesh. This is why people lose their teeth. They curse their life force and their teeth rot out. If you eat a lot of sugar, you also curse your life force because you value short-term pleasure over long-term sustainability and nutrition. You’ve made an idol out of sugar and it’s rotting your teeth and damaging your body and mind.

You can study the effects of cursing on water. I’ve summarized them in another article. Humans are about 70-90% water. Therefore it is important to stay hydrated and to drink pure water. You can study the effects of positivity when you exercise. If you say positive things to yourself when you exercise you will feel and look better and you’re exercise will be fun and virtually effortless – like a video game.

Life is just like a video game. You have endless tries to get it right. Negativity hurts but it doesn’t destroy. You have the power to overcome or conquer it. Being positive and consuming responsibly allows you to gain more power and energy.

The Fountain Of Living Waters

Jesus described Himself as the Fountain of Living Waters. What is living water? Scientifically, it is water that is structured to form molecular crystals that are symmetrical and beautiful. Water responds much like people and substances to types of energy wether negative or positive. To positive energy or vibration, water reacts by forming symmetrical and beautiful molecular shapes. So if you play beautiful music like Mozart or Sting or 2Pac to water it will react by forming beautiful molecular patterns and shapes. If you play negative music that sounds asymmetrical or ugly the water reacts by forming asymmetrical crystals. These crystals affect the surrounding matter in a like way. Thus, we can infer that positive speech and things and sounds that are symmetrical help form living water.

I was watching a documentary about water on They said that they ran an experiment on water to see what is the best environment for living water. For three vials of water one was spoke to positively, one insulted, and another ignored. The one that was ignored suffered the most and rotted the rice in the cup. The water that was insulted turned black and slimy. The water that was praised and given positive words fermented the rice and created a sweet smelling odor.

We can understand now how we overcome evil by doing good. By cursing the darkness, we make it darker. By bringing light and praise we enlighten and uplift. That is why there is no soul too black for Jesus. His power to redeem surpasses all forces of the universe because it is the force that drives the entire planet – living water.

All life is said to originate from water. The water holds a cosmic memory of the energy it interacts with and that is how it creates life. If a spirit is negative, like the spirit of a snake, the life form that arises from the water will reflect that negativity. That is how karma and the resurrection works. The energy you put into this life determines your physical presence in the next. By next I mean now. Heaven is now.

Jesus gives us living water and what does that mean? It is praise. He offers praise and reward to His followers so that they can grow and become like Him – like God. Babies are almost 95% water and we can say that the most innocent of life forms are thus mostly water. Water is most malleable like babies are. This is what Jesus desires for all of His followers, to be adaptable, malleable and sensitive to the Creator’s touch. He wants praise from us because He gives it to us and it makes us beautiful like Him – like the water responding to beautiful sounds.

Animal Abuse In The Kingdom

The Bible says that all will be saved. It doesn’t specify how they will be saved but everyone will be saved and resurrected as a living being that reflects the glory of God in some way. Since the Resurrection has already happened (Jesus said it was finished on the cross, ascended and drew all life forms toward him) we ought to start treating animals with respect. Anything that doesn’t live past the first resurrection and dies, for the second resurrection, they will be put out of the kingdom into the “darkness where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” This is all very present tense. The darkness exists now and people are in it. The light exists now and people are in it. Because the kingdom is within you what you focus your mind on puts you in your spiritual location.

In God is no fear. Therefore in the kingdom of heaven there is no fear and thus no violence. If you are still killing your neighbor, animal or person, you aren’t loving them and you are not in the kingdom. Jesus said He was the “light of the world.” When you are in the light, there is no darkness in you. Jesus also describes Himself as the door to the Kingdom. That means that in order to get in you have to have faith. Have faith in what? Have faith in Jesus. Let’s break down what His name means.

Yeshua in Greek or Hebrew means He saves. What does He save? Everything. He tells us to save our money, to save our neighbor, to save God, to save Earth, to save animals, and most importantly, to save ourselves. In French it is close to the meaning I AM or “Je Suis.” You’ll notice the present tense. Jesus is not, I will be or I was but I AM. This means that He is omnipresent, omnipotent, and consistent across time and eternity. Jesus’ name doesn’t indicate death but life. He is the God of the living. This is why God told us not to kill and not to sin because to sin is to kill. That is why people used to sacrifice animals for their sin.

Jesus was the final sacrifice. When God died (as if He could), because bloodthirsty humans killed him, there was no longer anything called sin for those who believed God was innocent and had faith in Jesus’ ability to save. Faith in Jesus’ saving power is faith in God’s ability to overcome death. Those that killed God never believed in HIm in the first place and will not even believe if someone (like Jesus/God) were to be raised from the dead. They don’t believe God is good. That is a sinner.

People that don’t believe God is good carry out small and large injustices every day because they believe that no one will punish them because they don’t believe God is caring enough or powerful enough to make them pay for their sins.

About those people, God says He will make them eat their own flesh. What human would willfully eat their own body? Besides a zombie which is what sinners are, a person would eat meat and that very meat would be their own soul. Their bloodthirst comes full circle and they become drunk off their own blood. This is the nature of sin. It causes pain only to the sinner because those who are affected by the sinner’s sins souls will remain in-tact and God will continue to resurrect them day after day forever. They perpetually live in God’s presence if they are innocent and believe in God’s benevolence. If they think God is stupid and babble at him, repeating rote phrases in order to win His favor, He doesn’t hear. God is intelligent. Don’t insult him.

Hamburgers are a perfect example of what God means by sinners eating their own flesh. Ham is a sinner from the Bible because of his indebtedness because of the curse Noah put on him (which was probably in not giving him an inheritance). Burger is a word that is derived from the German word “Berger” which means citizen. Hamburgers are citizens of Ham that eat themselves. God said in the Bible that they will eat and not be satisfied and will get drunk on their own blood. Does that sound familiar (McDonald’s)?

If you know God is good He’s probably already revealed this to you. If you don’t know, Jesus came to draw sinners to repentance. If you are repentant, ask God for the Holy Spirit. If you believe He is good, He will give it to you because He always does what you believe Him to do for you. If you have faith the size of a mustard seed you can say to a mountain be moved from here to there and it will move. If you aren’t repentant, you don’t believe God is good and you are a sinner. If you are a sinner who does not repent, you will not get out until you’ve paid the last penny – or until you repent. It’s your choice. That is how all will be saved.

Why We Don’t Need More Defense Spending In The USA

The USA is currently the most heavily armed nation in the world. The current president, Donald Trump, is helping to arm the world to the teeth. He believes in the use of nuclear weapons ( He has now created a new Space Force which is designed to militarize the final frontier. It is clear that he is directly benefiting from defense spending.

Donald’s pressure to build a border wall and arm the world and the United States with weaponry has proven him to be emotionally volatile as have his high pressured, coercive and abusive messages sent at all hours of the day on Twitter. He’s even remained passive about gun control although there have been hundreds of mass shootings in the past year connected to militant Nazi sympathizers. He blames these shootings on terrorists and says that by arming teachers with weapons we could prevent more violence. He has shown blatant disregard for human life in the immigrant detention camps and in the gassing of families over the Mexico border (

Whatever evangelicals are still backing Trump are clearly also in bed with defense contractors and other sectors of the economy that benefit from sending jobs oversees.

We don’t need more military. In our innocence we remain protected. Look at countries that have very little defense spending like Sweden with more socialist policies like universal healthcare. They are rarely targeted by other countries for violence because they harm no one. If they keep to themselves, trade fairly and don’t go into debt, there is no reason for other countries to invade or attack. Romans 13:8 (NIV) says, “let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another.”

Our dependence on fossil fuel is very much one of the reasons our culture is so violent. Because fossil fuels are a finite resource that pollutes the air, those that abuse it are violent. We’ve seen this from the Paris “Yellow Vests” protests. They are out of control because they feel threatened because either they know they are in the wrong or they are confused. Read this article for more details on the recent protests over the Paris Agreement.

Jesus said in Matthew, “Put your sword away. All that draw the sword will die by the sword” (Matthew 26:52 NIV). We need to walk away from violence and not act in fear. We shouldn’t be hoarding wealth, stealing or remaining in debt. If we avoid those things no other country will have reason to attack us. Jesus said that if someone offends you, you should turn the other cheek (Matthew 5:39). That means show that you are not afraid and give them the opportunity to do it again. If they do it again, that means they are the aggressor and the party at-fault.

Defense spending by country.The USA is currently the most heavily armed nation in the world.

Love Is Not Sacrifice

Popular belief today and even back in Jesus’ day was that loving people or things or animals meant making sacrifices for them. People say they love their dog so they sacrifice chicken or beef or other meats to them. Is this really love? A dog will eat anything, why are you killing another animal to feed an animal?

In Jesus’ day people were still sacrificing animals on the altar as an atonement for their sins. They sinned, willfully, then would offer up an animal they killed because of their sin. The deed inherently made no sense. It was meant to show them how stupid, senseless and costly it is to sin.

When Jesus came. He abolished all sacrifices and became the ultimate sacrifice for humanity. He rose again three days later because God cannot die. Although He never sinned, He was crucified as if He did. There was no reason to crucify Jesus except that mankind wanted to be punished for their sins, although they blamed the sins on God and ultimately made Him suffer. God suffered because people believed Him to be sinful in requiring sacrifices from them because all things come from God and God is He who ultimately provides the animal to sacrifice. They thought it unfair that God would place them in His sacrifice chain and instead of making it easier on themselves and obeying Him, they tried to kill Him. They thought to themselves, “This is the heir. Come, let’s kill him, and the inheritance will be ours” (Mark 12:7 NIV).

As an aside, God is neither male nor female, but the great I AM. I use the pronoun “He” because it is more acceptable to modern day people. Masculinity does not depict God in any form. To be masculine is to be a taker. God is a giver.

People extend the idea that sacrifice equals love into many realms. For instance, marriage is an institution that requires sacrifice. If you are a homosexual in our culture, it requires a big sacrifice. If you are heterosexual, the sacrifice you make in sharing your assets, raising your children (if you have them), living together and even making love are significant. If you’re a woman, it might mean uncomfortable and inconvenient sex and therefore, children. God doesn’t require us to have children to be saved. God doesn’t require us to be married (homosexuals or heterosexuals) to be saved. The requirement for salvation is simple: faith and obedience in your walk with Christ. Both of these things are gifts. “For it is by grace you have been saved through faith – and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast” (Ephesians 2:8-9 NIV).

You’ll notice I said walk because walk indicates that there is no struggle and thus no sacrifice required from you. Jesus came to “give life to the full” not to restrict it. The devil comes to “steal, kill and destroy,” (John 10:10 NIV). If this sounds like your partner, walk away. Why suffer? To stay is only concession that your sacrifice can save them. Only their choices can save them. Only they can choose to follow Jesus. Don’t make yourself suffer, especially if they are physically or verbally abusive or racking up debt. Romans 13:8 (NIV) states, “Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for whoever loves others has fulfilled the law.

I can’t tell you how many churches will encourage women to make sacrifices for their “man” that he wouldn’t make for them in a million years. That is not love. Love your neighbor as you would yourself also means love yourself and don’t stay with someone who is hurting you. If you have kids together you might consider getting out of debt and finding a way to work from home so that you can be free.

Don’t remarry though. Jesus said in Matthew 5:32 (NIV), “But I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, makes her the victim of adultery, and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits adultery.” You’ve already seen that marriage is about sacrifice and suffering. It is a union of egos for the destruction of the soul. Stay away from that because you know God “desires mercy not sacrifice.” In Hosea 6:6 (NIV), God says, “For I desire mercy, not sacrifice, and acknowledgment of God rather than burnt offerings.” God especially desires that you be merciful toward yourself because unless you are whole you cannot give to anyone else. Unless you are out of debt you cannot give. Unless you are free from sin and guilt you cannot live. Which is why Jesus came. If God does desire love but not sacrifice, love must not be sacrifice.

His words are life. Jesus said in John 8:51 (NIV) “Very truly I tell you, whoever obeys my word will never see death.” He also said in John 14:23 (NIV),

Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them.

If you don’t have any money and are afraid to leave an abuser, remember that Jesus said to sell your possessions and give to the poor. If you are the poor, become a minimalist and sell what you don’t need and use the money to live off.

Eat things that don’t suffer when they die, like fish, who die from not being able to breathe out of water. Jesus ate fish. You need a good protein source. Don’t eat meat because God commanded in Exodus 20:13 (NIV), “Do not murder.” The Kingdom of Heaven is here now. Start acting like it.

Dogs and cats can eat fish and peanut butter as a protein source and will live longer with little to no disease. Also eat vegetables and drink cold refreshing water. They taste good and are good for you.

Sugar kills. Once you stop eating it you will no longer like it when it’s reintroduced into your diet. Your teeth will feel and look better.

These things cost very little and you’ll find that your grocery bill goes way down. Also you will lose weight and feel healthier once you start eating them. You don’t need a diet. You don’t need to sacrifice to lose weight just enjoy healthier foods.

Isaiah 54:5 (NIV) says, “For your Maker is your husband— the Lord Almighty is his name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; he is called the God of all the earth.

His description of love is this (1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV),

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

To sacrifice indicates that you are making yourself less whole to complete another. Therefore in not loving yourself and making a sacrifice you are not able to love another because you yourself aren’t even whole. Don’t be fooled by people that say “love is sacrifice.” It’s not. Love is wholistic because it comes from the Holy Spirit. Sacrifices only make people bitter murderers.

Why We Need Universal Healthcare In The USA

Why we need universal healthcare.

Today President Trump tweeted:“The DEDUCTIBLE which comes with ObamaCare is so high that it is practically not even useable! Hurts families badly. We have a chance, working with the Democrats, to deliver great HealthCare! A confirming Supreme Court Decision will lead to GREAT HealthCare results for Americans!”

Trump’s tweet on Monday, December 17, 2018

This is untrue. I’d like to confirm that the deductible for Obamacare is virtually nothing. Most low income people qualify for “Special Assistance” which pays for the deductible. It is not a financial burden to those that use Obamacare. Read more about it here. Most people that do qualify for Obamacare are those with pre-existing conditions. Families that cannot afford insurance are most helped by Obamacare because the deductible for insurance for outside providers (other than Medicare or Medicaid) is so high. With a pre-existing condition, it is virtually impossible to get insurance coverage with other outside insurance providers. gives these facts:

The website estimated that premiums for subsidized Obamacare policies averaged $393 a month in 2017 for individuals, a 99% increase since 2013. And they came with an average annual deductible of $4,328. Costs for family policies skyrocketed 140% during the same period, with premiums hitting $1,021 a month in 2018 with an annual deductible topping $8,350.

This means that Obamacare policies are in general increasing at a slower rate (41% slower) than other providers’ policies. Because insurance premiums are so high, it makes sense to invest in universal healthcare. Pharmaceutical prices are soaring and continue to rise. Families with small children that are low-income would not be able to pay to take their child to the doctor when he/she became sick with the flu or other symptoms.

Think of how much money universal healthcare would save the average person. On average, median household income is $56,712 ( and outside provider premiums are as high as $1,021/month.

If a struggling person breaks a bone or injures themselves on the job where insurance is not provided that person would end up in crippling debt, and injured, they would be unable to pay their bills. Without Medicare or Medicaid, this person would remain in debt their entire life.

If American businesses were too small to afford healthcare for their workers, their employees would be covered under universal healthcare. If a business was a big conglomerate like Wal-Mart (who currently and actively encourages their workers to sign up for Medicare that work any hours under part time) the corporation could pay out of their profits to support healthcare for their workers – thus saving American tax dollars and putting the responsibility on the corporation. says,

In 2017, the average family premium for Employer Sponsored Insurance (ESI) coverage was $17,581. Employers cover most of the cost, with workers covering 31% of the cost. The average worker contribution to a family premium was $5,714. Covered workers’ average contribution for family coverage increased 74% since 2007 as employers shift more of the rising cost of premiums to their employees. estimates that in 2016, Obamacare “cost [taxpayers] a total of $110 billion.” Trump’s border wall will cost an estimated 5 billion extra than Trump originally planned plus the money it will cost in government shutdowns he’s threatened with (

Here is an image of the estimated costs of the border wall:

Trump’s border wall costs way more than a year of Obamacare. With the lowest annual cost for the wall being in the first fiscal year at less than $5 million and the highest cost being as much as $1,600 million the average estimated cost for Trump’s border wall will be $8,250,000 a year. Over a period of thirteen years, it will cost taxpayers an estimated $107.25 million in addition to the five billion extra and the cost of government shutdown. Mexicans shouldn’t have to fund this wall to “protect” our wealth. The Bible says that the earth and everything in it belongs to God (Exodus 19:5-6).
Countries that do have universal healthcare report their citizens to be happier in general. For some examples and pro’s and cons of universal healthcare, look at this article by

Cruelty To Immigrant Families And Trump’s Border Wall

Cruelty to immigrant families and Trump’s border wall.

The Trump Administration has authorized the separation of children from their immigrant families to be kept in detention centers in the desert. This is an attempt at human trafficking. The children are violently taken from their families and relocated to detention centers with no hope of redemption or reclaiming them ( Trump tweeted today,

However if you don’t separate, FAR more people will come. Smugglers use the kids!

No parent who has risked their own and their child’s life to come to find work has the heart to “use” their kids. The human traffickers are not the parents, they are the ICE workers under Trump’s direction. He blames the Obama Administration for it’s abusive child/parent separation policies. However, it was nothing like it is today under the Trump administration. reports,

Bush and Obama did not have policies that resulted in the mass separation of parents and children like we’re seeing under the current administration.

Here is a description of what one person saw at the detention center,

Then an worker described what we ended up about to see. “They have individual pods. I’ll phone them pods. I really do not actually know how they name them.” Clearly they experienced gotten the memo not to simply call them what they are: cages. Each and every issue I asked them experienced a complicated answer that led to two much more queries – even the uncomplicated question about how long persons had been held there. “Nobody is listed here extended than 24 several hours.” “Well, it’s possible 24-48 hrs.” “72 several hours max.” And “no small children are divided out.” “Well, apart from more mature kids.”

The Trump Administration promises to “Make America Great Again.” However, 13 million dollars worth of crops are literally rotting in the fields with no one to harvest them since Trump has cracked down on border security (

There are many similarities between Trump and the Nazi’s. For one, he has indicated that he is a Nazi by using their slogan “America First” and also their “heil” hand salute. White Supremists notice this and are eager to support him. Several mass shootings lately have been done by these supremists and yet the Trump Administration refuses to do anything about gun control because the presence of gun violence is beneficial to his party, not only the NRA, but also Republicans who seek to maintain their wealth hoarding through violence. In fact, the detention centers mimic Nazi concentration camps.

The Bible doesn’t condone our mistreatment of aliens and foreigners. In the OT, God commands in Exodus 23:9 (NIV), “Do not oppress a foreigner, you yourselves know how it feels to be foreigners, because you were foreigners in Egypt.

In James 5:4 (NIV), it says,

Look! The wages you failed to pay the workers who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty.

Many of these immigrants are seeking asylum from unsafe conditions in their own countries. Who are we, a nation that was formed by immigrants, to stop immigrants from coming to our country to harvest our crops? White Americans aren’t competing for their jobs picking lettuce. They do not receive benefits from the government. It is clear that in some way, probably through the supply chain of defense contractors, Republicans will benefit from a border wall. The American people will suffer if one is built. We’ve already seen there is no one volunteering to do the harvesting work besides immigrants.

If you are in agreement visit this site to see what you can do. Here is a petition to stop using prison camps by Senator Jeff Merkley who recently visited one in Tornillo to find deplorable conditions.

Merkley talks about one woman’s reason for fleeing to the USA,

I did get to speak to a mother named Patricia, who is being held in a family interment camp in Dilley, Texas.

Patricia and her teenage daughter fled Honduras. She told me they had no choice after a drug gang molested her daughter as a penalty for missing an extortion payment from her beauty salon.

Here is an image of the estimated costs of the border wall:

Trump’s border wall costs way more than a year of Obamacare. With the lowest annual cost for the wall being in the first fiscal year at less than $5 million and the highest cost being as much as $1,600 million the average estimated cost for Trump’s border wall will be $8,250,000 a year. Over a period of thirteen years, it will cost taxpayers an estimated $107.25 million in addition to the five billion extra and the cost of government shutdown. The Bible says that the earth and everything in it belongs to God (Exodus 19:5-6).

Institutionalized Racism

The “curse” of Ham in the Bible was about debt (Genesis 9:21-28 NIV). God does not curse (Romans 12:14). Noah cursed Ham for exposing him. For those in Christ, there is no curse (Galatians 3:13). For those in Christ, there is no male or female, slave or freeman, all are equal (Galatians 3:28). Therefore, racism in any form is not biblically justified. No matter what the person’s skin color is, God does not judge based on appearances. God has not “cursed” black people because of Ham’s sin. Debt, on it’s own, curses people by forcing them into indentured servitude.

In Romans Paul reminds us not to be indebted to anyone except the outstanding debt to love one another.

Many forms of racism still exist in American culture. For one, predominately black neighborhoods are gerrymandered in order to keep black and low income people out of the polls. Also, schools in predominately black or brown neighborhoods purposely are given less funding because this keeps that population ignorant and incapable of finding jobs, getting higher education and basically perpetually economically disadvantaged. Liquor stores and gambling sites find their homes in and prey on disadvantaged people of color’s neighborhoods because those people are the most economically depressed and seeking relief in some form. Marijuana banning laws also prey on people of color because if the police don’t have a reason to search and detain a black person, they can always blame it on marijuana possession and people will vilify black people automatically because of their skin color and put them in prison. In fact, although black people make up only 13% of the general population, they make up 40% of the prison population. Their predominate offense – drug related charges (Wikipedia).

The current president, Donald Trump, uses racism to ignite hate and build his platform. The very slogan “America First” comes from an American Nazi movement that occurred in the 1940’s ( People that engage in Donald Trump’s America First hate rhetoric are traditionally whites from the American unionized labor movement who have lost their jobs due to migration of their manufacturing careers to another country, like China or Mexico. This population is typically uneducated and low income. They believe Donald’s promises to “Make America Great Again” despite the many ways in which he has shown to be dishonest about his promises. For one, by making deals with China and North Korea, Trump has shown that he does not care about the American working poor but really is interested in places where labor is cheap and even slave labor is used. He has also shown that he doesn’t care about the American poor by cutting Obamacare, trying to use hate speech to build a wall between the United States and Mexico, and using public land for oil drilling. In addition, Trump instituted a law that gives corporations a 50% tax break for moving their manufacturing facilities and jobs to places outside the US like China or Mexico (

Donald Trump does not care about the future of our country because he is extremely wealthy. He will never need Obamacare or social security income. He believes his wealth is guarded – partially, he is still seemingly afraid of black people and Mexicans stealing his wealth. Donald Trump is terrified of the free press because it’s their truth that exposes his lies and reveals to his many ignorant followers his true nature. His true nature can be seen in his verbal attacks on his “enemies” and also on innocent bystanders like Mexicans and black people. Fox News is owned by a corporation tied into his political machine and they profit on the ignorance and collective bitterness of the American people (Wikipedia). They hide under a guise of morality but it’s thin veneer can be seen clearly when they are arguing with and interrupting their guests on their programs.

If you call yourself a Christian please consider the current Republican Administration’s attacks on the poor and disadvantaged. The population that is going to be hurt the most is the elderly. The elderly are those that typically rely on cable television to get their news. Therefore, many of them are willfully joining in on the Trump rhetoric and not realizing they are only hurting themselves and their own future income because Trump intends on cutting healthcare and benefits for the elderly. Also, all of their hate toward “millenials” and the working poor is only hate against their future caregivers.

The Origin Of Thoughts

Where do thoughts come from?

Thoughts that aren’t creative or inspiring don’t come from God.  Many thoughts we have that are repetitive and negative are reactions to negatively charged energy in our environment.  An example would be if you were to see a snake, you would think to yourself “icky,” or perhaps you would have a brief reaction of fear then disgust.  Essentially, that is the power of the enemy – to provoke fear or disgust or both.  If you don’t react with fear, a snake will not bite.

Christians have all authority over the enemy (Matthew 28:18, Luke 10:19).  It has no power to hurt us.  Therefore there is no fear in Christ. The devil is destroyed, he already fell from heaven.  His only power is in deception to provoke Christians, who do have power, to act badly.  However, Christians have the mind of Christ, which is the heart and soul of Christ, which is also the Word (1 Corinthians 2:16).  It can not be stolen, killed, taken, given, or destroyed.  Jesus said in John 8:51 (NIV), “Very truly I tell you, whoever obeys my word will never see death.”

When you have the mind of Christ, you should be thinking positively and creatively.  You should never experience fits of rage, envy, idolatry or loss of control. since the Holy Spirit gives us self-control (Galatians 5:22-23).  This is why in the following passage Paul was not talking about homosexuality but the abusive mind which does not come from Christ and can easily be heterosexual, asexual, bisexual or homosexual (any sexual orientation):

They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen.

Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts. Even their women exchanged natural sexual relations for unnatural ones. In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their error.

Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought not to be done. They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents;

Restraint from certain activities doesn’t restrain the mind.  In fact it only causes the mind to lose control because it is a dependence on man-made laws and a concession that you are not in Christ.  Dependence on the law is considered a lawlessness of the mind.  If you are in Christ, you are dependent on Christ to make you righteous not your own works through dependence on man-made laws.  To be dependent on your own works to make you right with God is considered self-righteousness and it doesn’t please God.  It is better explained in Colossians 2:20-22 (NIV).  It states,

Since you died with Christ to the elemental spiritual forces of this world, why, as though you still belonged to the world, do you submit to its rules: “Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!”? These rules, which have to do with things that are all destined to perish with use, are based on merely human commands and teachings.

Once we belong to Christ, we are resurrected with Him. We have died to sin and are alive and can “do all this through him who gives [us] strength” (Phillipians 4:13 NIV).  In Job 42:2 (NIV), Job speaks of God saying, “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.”

Know that if you lose your peace you have sinned and should ask Christ for forgiveness.  Christ gives peace immutable and one way to know you’ve hurt Christ is if you lose your peace.  To lose your peace is to lose your mind.  If you do make a mistake and sin, return to Christ and He will forgive (1 John 1:9).

Since Christ is within us, He hears all of our thoughts.  They all matter to Him.  Keep in constant communion with Christ by asking forgiveness and guidance continually and He will give it (Luke 11:13).  You only need ask once for something.  Christ says in Matthew 6:7 (NIV), “And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words.”  Pagans (unbelievers) repeat themselves because they have no faith in God and believe Him to be both deaf and stupid.

Anything that is a work or “created thing” like Paul described in the quote above will drain your life force because it is not operating in the “flow” that is the ease that Christ gives.  To worship a work, or the law is to practice idolatry and as sin, idolatry kills the body.  Jesus said in Matthew 22:37-40 (NIV) that the greatest commandments were,

‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.

Romans 12:2 (NIV) states,

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

The Kingdom of Heaven is now and it is within you.  Live and think like you are in God’s presence because you are – God is omnipresent.  Thoughts eventually become actions which is why it is important to be self-controlled, using the Holy Spirit, and to think good thoughts always because what you believe you make manifest. This is why thoughts become actions. This is why there is no disease for those in Christ because disease died on the cross when Christ was crucified. Sin no longer has any power to hurt us because we have the mind of Christ.

We Need A New Green Deal – Slow Climate Change Now

Pollution in Corpus Christi.

Climate change is real.  Carbon emissions caused by the burning of fossil fuels, mining activities and bovine and other animal husbandry activities is destroying our planet.  The countries that emit the most pollution are by far the United States and China (see Wikipedia chart).

You can help prevent climate change.
Climate change is real and it’s caused by carbon emissions.

Climate change not only affects and sometimes destroys animal habitats, it also affects human agricultural activities. states,

For each plant variety, there is an optimal temperature for vegetative growth, with growth dropping off as temperatures increase or decrease. Similarly, there is a range of temperatures at which a plant will produce seed. Outside of this range, the plant will not reproduce. As the graphs show, corn will fail to reproduce at temperatures above 95 °F (35 °C) and soybean above 102 °F (38.8 °C).[12]

Climate change has caused a significant number of changes all over the planet.  NASA has stated that, “Taken as a whole, the range of published evidence indicates that the net damage costs of climate change are likely to be significant and to increase over time.”  It’s a problem we can’t continue to ignore.

Climate Change Affects Agriculture
For each plant variety, there is an optimal temperature for vegetative growth, with growth dropping off as temperatures increase or decrease.

The use of fossil fuels has greatly contributed to climate change.  We’ve seen violence erupt over the Paris Agreement, which was intended to decrease fossil fuel consumption worldwide.  Jesus clearly does not condone violence as a means to an end.  People say if they pollute the atmosphere they will just move somewhere where it’s not polluted.  However, you can’t escape climate change.  In Isaiah 30:16 (NIV) the Lord talks about our “swift horses,”

You said, ‘No, we will flee on horses.’ Therefore you will flee! You said, ‘We will ride off on swift horses.’ Therefore your pursuers will be swift!

In other words, those who use violence as a means to an end will be caught in their own trap.  Jesus said in Matthew 26:52 (NIV), “Put your sword back in its place for all who draw the sword will die by the sword.”

Because China is such a high polluter, in purchasing goods from them we are complicit in planetary destruction (unless it is from a sustainable source).  In driving gas guzzling vehicles to travel long distances without needing to we are complicit in our own destruction.

In Mark 16:15 (NIV), Jesus tells his followers to, Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation.”  God said about the Kingdom of Heaven in Isaiah 11:9 (NIV), “They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain, for the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.”

I’m telling you that the Kingdom of Heaven is now.  It is within.

We need to support legislation for a New Green Deal much like the Paris Agreement and start depending less on fossil fuels and more on renewable energy.  You see from the chart it’s working for France in reducing their carbon emissions.  Please see the following petitions if you agree that we should not be fouling our own nest by emitting tons of carbon into the atmosphere on the daily.

Gun Control – Why We Need It

In our innocence we are protected.

In February of 2018 the Guardian reported that there had been 1,624 mass shootings in 1,870 days (  The death toll from these shootings reached 1,875 total with 6,848 injured ( by the article’s writing in February 15th, 2018.

Some of the Trump administration has been blaming a lack of guns, saying that if teachers were armed with guns or places were more heavily guarded by people with guns, there would be no shooting.  Trump tweeted on February 4th, 2018 (,

Armed Educators (and trusted people who work within a school) love our students and will protect them. Very smart people. Must be firearms adept & have annual training. Should get yearly bonus. Shootings will not happen again – a big & very inexpensive deterrent. Up to States.

It’s clear that the intent of this tweet is to add to the NRA’s bottom line because arming teachers who already are over worked and underpaid wouldn’t be able to ensure that they could accurately hit their target (an armed rogue shooter).

According to the Bureau of Alcohol Tobacco and Firearms, the American gun industry manufactured more than 11 million firearms for domestic consumption in 2016 (

The Trump Administration has blamed “terrorists” for being the shooters but overwhelming evidence has shown the mass shooters have been white males.  Interestingly enough, white males seem to be at the most economic advantage in our economy.  “According to the U.S Census Bureau ‘The per

White males have a higher income than most.
Percent of households with six figure incomes and individuals with incomes in the top 10%, exceeding $77,500

capita income for the overall population in 2008 was $26,964; for non-Hispanic Whites, it was $31,313; for Blacks, it was $18,406; for Asians, it was $30,292; and for Hispanics, it was $15,674′,” (  Josh Sugarmann from NPR states about the NRA,

The industry is constantly trying to find the next big thing to sell to this traditional cohort of gun owners who are aging white males who are dying off. And to borrow a phrase from the tobacco industry, they’re not finding the replacement shooters to take their place.

Violent white males are interested in protecting their wealth.  This is the reason for the border wall as well.  Jesus said in Matthew 6:19-21 (NIV),

Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

However, God gave the command on Mt. Sinai to Moses, “Do not murder” (Exodus 20:13 NIV). And where there is greed, there is an intent to murder.  Proverbs 28:21 (NIV), says, “To show partiality is not good— yet a person will do wrong for a piece of bread.”  As we’ve seen with the “Yellow Vest” protests in Paris – violence is not the answer.

In Christ, there is nothing to fear.  The innocent are protected by heaven’s armies. The Kingdom of Heaven is within you and it is now.  There is no need for gun use.  Jesus told his disciples in Matthew 26:52 (NIV) “Put your sword back in its place, for all who draw the sword will die by the sword.”  He told his disciples to bring a sword but not to use it.  Luke 22: 35-38 (NIV) reads,

Then Jesus asked them, “When I sent you without purse, bag or sandals, did you lack anything?”

“Nothing,” they answered.

He said to them, “But now if you have a purse, take it, and also a bag; and if you don’t have a sword, sell your cloak and buy one. It is written: ‘And he was numbered with the transgressors’[a]; and I tell you that this must be fulfilled in me. Yes, what is written about me is reaching its fulfillment.”

The disciples said, “See, Lord, here are two swords.”

“That’s enough!” he replied.

He had two swords among twelve disciples.  He told them not to use their swords.  They were for show.  The sword we are required to use is the Sword of the Spirit which is the Word (Ephesians 6:17).  Hebrews 4:12 (NIV) says,

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.

Gun control would regulate a potentially dangerous piece of equipment in the same way we are required to pass certain tests to operate a motor vehicle.  The sale of guns is not really even necessary because for the most part, we shouldn’t be killing anything – animals or people.  When the Lord speaks of the Kingdom of Heaven, He states, (Isaiah 65:25 NIV)

The wolf and the lamb will feed together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox, and dust will be the serpent’s food. They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain.

If you agree, you can visit the following websites to petition legislators to pass gun reform laws now:



Christmas – Why Not To Celebrate

Christians don't celebrate Christmas.

The origin of the word Christmas is clear.  Christ comes from the word Christ.  “Mas” is a Latin word whose meaning is to kill – as in massacre or masculine, or emasculate.  Christmas’ origin is actually meant to be a celebration of the killing of Christ.  Revelation speaks of this holiday (Revelations 11:10 NIV) in the killing of Christ, saying, “The inhabitants of the earth will gloat over them and will celebrate by sending each other gifts, because these two prophets had tormented those who live on the earth.”

The majority of products sold at large retailers are made in China.
Chinese manufacturers use human trafficking to procure slave labor and exploit the earth’s natural resources.

In Amos 5:21 (NIV), God says, “I hate, I despise your religious festivals; your assemblies are a stench to me.”  Why does God hate Christmas, other than the fact that it celebrates the killing of Christ?  One good example would be “Black Friday,” where people literally show the true nature of Christmas by trampling each other in order to get the best deals at a superstore like Wal-Mart whose main supplier is China – a human trafficking, labor exploiting, dog massacring nation.  Are those things you support?  If you do, don’t call yourself a Christian.

Jesus talked about the drunkards of the world in this passage (Matthew 24:48-50 NIV):

But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, ‘My master is staying away a long time,’and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of.

Don’t fellowship with such people.  In 1 Corinthians 5:11 NIV, it says:

But now I am writing to you that you must not associate with anyone who claims to be a brother or sister but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or slanderer, a drunkard or swindler. Do not even eat with such people.

Don’t put your kids on Santa’s lap.  Why would an elderly man want to hold kids on their lap for a holiday celebrating Christ’s death?  Think about it and look into the eyes of the kids that do sit with Santa.  Do they really look happy?

Buying gifts gives people a temporary thrill.  It can even be considered an addiction.  It is idolatry and idolatry, as sin, kills the body.  Does the debt Christmas puts you in make you happy?  Jesus said about debtors in Matthew 5:26 (NIV), “Truly I tell you, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny.”

The Kingdom of Heaven is now because it is within you.  In Matthew 19:23 (NIV), Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, it is hard for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of heaven.”

You cannot be happy when you are in debt.  You cannot be happy when money is your master. Be happy with what you have. Jesus said in Matthew 6:24 (NIV),

No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.

He also told us not to store up treasure on earth.  In Matthew 6:19-21 (NIV), He said,

Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Non-Violence Is The Key To Transformation

Jesus was committed to nonviolent protesting. He told his followers, “if someone strikes you, turn the other cheek” (Matthew 5:39). Why did he say this? To slap someone once is offensive. To slap them twice shows that the slapper is out for harm. If you allow someone to slap you twice without reacting, you have proven yourself to be innocent and the slapper has shown they are the aggressor. Also, in turning the other cheek, you don’t allow their slap to offend you. You acknowledge their intent to harm you and turn away.

I read in the news about the violent protesting happening in Paris. It seems people are angry about the increase in fuel costs there and saying that it places a demand on the working class. Undoubtedly, energy shortages do put an inconvenience on the working class. Which is why fossil fuels are more expensive because they are finite resources that pollute the environment and ultimately put a burden on those who have the least. If you are working class and you can’t afford to pay six dollars a gallon in gas, perhaps it may be a good idea to reevaluate your lifestyle. Do you commute when you could work closer to home? Do you drive a gas guzzling vehicle when you could reduce your comings and goings or buy a more reasonable vehicle or utilize public transportation?

If gas is more expensive, the government can invest in better public transportation and in finding renewable energy sources that ultimately cost the working class and the poor less. In any event, violent protests will get protesters no where. To use violence is to indicate that one is is either confused or aggressive.  Being aggressively violent helps no one. That is why the Trump administration is smugly applauding France’s yellow vests because much like them, the Trump administration plans on using violence to achieve it’s goal in collecting wealth while degrading the environment. Whether or not they are working class, the “Yellow Vests”/Mouvement des gilets jaunes are deceived: violence is not the answer.

Violent people eventually attack themselves. The Bible says that those who live by the sword die by it. Jesus gave his Word which is the sword of the Spirit (Ephesians 6:17). It is the only sword that can give life because Jesus said that whoever keeps his word will never see death (John 8:51). That is why we must use Christ’s mind and Christ’s words to fight when we are attacked. Only then can we see real change.

The following links are available to help you sign petitions that route to your legislators that will ask them to support the Paris Agreement.  Sign these petitions if you agree:

The Kingdom of Heaven Is Here Now

Kingdom of Heaven

People often make statements that project heaven into the future or after death. Jesus said that “whoever keeps His words will never taste death.” So how do we interpret the timing of heaven? I’d like to mention that it’s no reward to live on hell on earth then be given death and heaven. Death is neither pleasant nor welcome. In order to motivate God’s people, Jesus has to offer heaven now and peace now because without it, life is drudgery. People sometimes say “if” or “when” I “go” to heaven. Jesus said “the Kingdom of Heaven is within you.” You’re not going anywhere. It’s not here nor there. It’s in you. Jesus offers a peace that transcends all understanding now. If that peace is now, peace on earth is now, and heaven is now.

When you believe heaven is sometime in the future, you forget to live right now. You think, God won’t mind if I sin one more time. I’ll just repent on my death bed. There is where the error comes in. You continue to live like you don’t know Jesus, and you don’t know Him because you’re not living for Him or enjoying the peace He died to give you because you are still sinning.

We don’t have to escape planet earth to get to heaven. Humans don’t survive well in outer space. The only way to approximate God is through the door to heaven which is Jesus, which is your renewed heart that comes from the reading and meditation on His words. Through the reading of the words of Jesus, we have the mind/heart of Christ. This affords us immortality in this moment. Like I’ve said before, eternity and time cannot coexist. You don’t have eternity and time because they are mutually exclusive – they cancel each other out. Eternity encompasses all time. In a VEN diagram, time and eternity can’t overlap; they are a circle. But don’t just hear Jesus’ words. He says, “if you love Me, obey Me.”

We don’t fly to heaven, drive to heaven, ride to heaven in a backseat or front seat. God says He will carry us to the promise land and that He will be our front and rear guard (Read Isaiah). If you’re trying to escape earth to go to heaven, ask yourself why. Is it because you sinned all your life and fouled your own nest (earth)? Did you think God wouldn’t care about generations that followed you, supposing there were any? If you didn’t know Jesus on earth and sinned all your life, you’re not “going” to heaven anyway – you’ve conceded by sinning that you don’t know Jesus. No matter how many rhinestone crosses you wear around your neck you are a hypocrite.

This is why it is important to not buy things you don’t need, don’t go into debt, and don’t buy from unethical merchants. Specifically, don’t buy products made in China. Apple products are an exception because they maintain ethical manufacturing and production worker standards. China is trying to put America into debt because they’ve fouled their nest, exploited their workers and intend to gain access to America’s precious land and water resources. They commonly use slave labor. China

Don’t buy from countries that exploit their resources.
China uses slave labor and degrades the planet manufacturing cheap wares.

isn’t the only country that does this but it is important to know where the products you buy come from so you don’t make the mistake of exploiting workers. America is now heavily indebted to China monetarily. Make no mistake, to be a debtor is to be a slave to your lender.

The fire that is hell can also be on earth. It consumes the body and drains the life force – much like sin. In fact, to sin is to voluntarily go to hell. You have a choice. If you don’t know Jesus, repent, ask God to give you the Holy Spirit and then live like you are in heaven. If you were in God’s presence in heaven, you wouldn’t sin, right? God knows every move you make and every thought you have. He is omniscient and omnipresent meaning He’s all-knowing and everywhere all the time.

You can’t kill Jesus or God, as demonstrated with the crucifixion. God never sins and never will. Therefore, if you claim you know Jesus and still plan to sin, you are admitting that you would willingly crucify Christ again and again until you are satisfied sinning, on your deathbed and crying out to God for mercy to save you. Why would He even bother? You would just sin in heaven, too, then heaven would be hell for everyone who actually deserved to be there. Since the kingdom of heaven is within you live like you’re already in God’s presence, because, ultimately, you are in His presence.

Remember the greatest commandments according to Jesus were, “love the Lord your God with all your heart,” and “love your neighbor as yourself.” God will reveal to you ways that you are displeasing Him and He will help you resolve those issues. He gives the Holy Spirit without finding fault to anyone who asks. The Holy Spirit imparts on us self control.

A word on the pronouns I use. God has not identified ‘himself” as male nor female. I don’t like using the pronoun “he” with God because men have ruined it for themselves when it comes to standards of masculinity. There is such a negative stereotype for the masculine in our culture that I hate using it. To be masculine in our culture is to be a taker rather than a giver and I don’t find that representative of God at all. God gives unceasingly. We need to acknowledge that the traditional “father” figure at least in Western culture is very negative and does not encompass the character of God by any virtue. The thief comes to steal, kill and destroy. Jesus came to give life and give it to the full.

Jerusalem’s warfare is ended and her iniquity is pardoned because of Jesus (Isaiah 40:2). We sold ourselves without reason and now the Lord has redeemed Jacob. I recommend reading Isaiah to get more details.

Fallacy – A Word About Addiction

Be Mindful Always.

Addiction falls under the Ten Commandments under idolatry. Why is it idolatry? Jesus focused on two laws to follow that are the most important: “Love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind and soul” and “love your neighbor as yourself.” The implied law is love yourself. An addiction, as sin, kills the body and strips it’s life force. You’ll notice addictions drain energy and ultimately kill the body. Anything that kills is sin because in the Ten Commandments, God tells Moses not to kill. It is idolatry because it places a love of something other than God above God, above yourself and above your neighbor. It causes you to act in ways uncharacteristic of a Christ or the wholistic (Holy Spirit filled) individual a Christ follower should be. The Holy Spirit gives us self control and understanding. It is the creative mind of Christ.

You may be thinking, I don’t have any addictions. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink alcohol – etc. That’s good because those things aren’t healthy and they can lead to addictions but there are addictions lurking that are sneakier that what you’d expect. First, I will give a definition of an addiction: it is anything that produces a reaction in the brain or body that is done repeatedly, and without control, in order to induce a sensation in the body, mind or spirit that strips you of your life force.

For a while I struggled and continue to fight incessant thinking. I found that God was displeased with me and he called it sorcery. Addiction is very much like sorcery. I was addicted to thinking. In order to soothe myself, I would repeat words in my mind. They were often illogical but they comforted me – like a cigarette would a smoker. When I was exercising today I noticed that every time a thought that was not creative but intended to create movement with my feelings or the material world I would feel more tired and out of breath. This is because thoughts that are generated in the form of striving (worry or regret, even sorcery) are those that strip your life force because they are sinful. This is why God says in Isaiah, “My thoughts are not your thoughts,” and “[My] thoughts are higher than your thoughts.”

God’s thoughts are creative and inspiring – life giving. They map and instruct. Our thoughts are often no more than addictions and vain repetitions of magical phrases or words that give us comfort – much like an addictive substance. Just like an addictive substance, they strip the mind of creativity, spontaneousness and mindfulness. It takes us from the present moment and forces us into the past or future – in regret or worry – depression or anxiety. It’s all a form of striving. It’s doing something mindlessly and habitually in order to get somewhere meaningful (to a place of contentment). Thoughts that we have that don’t serve us, don’t serve God.

God wants us to think like the Lord. That’s why it’s important for Christians to familiarize themselves with Christ’s words and to meditate and think about them. They will instruct and give life. When you have a thought that doesn’t serve you, let it go. Don’t repeat it or pay it any mind. In fact, use your creativity and God’s Spirit to discern why you had it. That is, you can test it against the Word and realize where it came from.

Why does this matter? All thoughts are important to God. The Lord is intimate with creation and hears our every thought. In fact, in Christ, all our prayers are “yes” or “amen.” This means, don’t fantasize or meditate on disaster because it is like asking for disaster or catastrophe. This is why Jesus said not to worry. God feeds the sparrows and clothes the flowers of the valley – why wouldn’t He clothe and feed you? If you ask for something and believe it to happen, it is true as far as your mind is concerned. Don’t tell yourself things that aren’t true.

For instance, the Bible says that “there is therefore no curse for those who are in Christ.” That means there is no disease. So don’t go telling yourself “what if I get cancer?” Or “I have cancer,” because your body makes true what you believe. If you have cancer it is because you believe you have it. Cancer cells naturally exist within every body and your body’s immune system kills them. It can’t kill them when you’re telling yourself that you are diseased and stripping yourself of your own life force. Christ died so that we could have life. Now we live with Him and we don’t need to worry about disease. That doesn’t mean sin or engage in addictive behaviors but if we do sin, we have Christ as our advocate and the Holy Spirit as our Helper. The Holy Spirit will counsel you on what to ingest and do in order to keep your life force flowing. Don’t grieve the Holy Spirit and do what it tells you to do. If you have the Holy Spirit you will not sin because it will guide you on what to do to stop it and take the desire to sin away so that there is nothing left to propel any addictive forces.

In terms of addictive substances, they are exactly like addictive thoughts. If you prune the negative thoughts that say “if I don’t get my drug I’ll die,” into thoughts like “I don’t need my drug because ‘I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me,'” you can stop the addiction in it’s tracks and this is the power of the Holy Spirit at work. Christ said, “anyone who keeps [My] word will never see death.” Christ also said that we are transformed by the reading of His Word. Our minds are renewed with the reading of the Word.

Any fallacy or untruth will flay the body with lacy garments by calling on a calf like idol that cannot save in order to allay one’s fears and causing you to fall.

You Cannot Sell Your Soul

Sparrows don't worry.

The concept of selling your soul is a deception prevalent in the world. God is the possessor of all souls. Your soul is your mind or your heart. Christians have the mind of Christ. It is guarded in Christ. It cannot be stolen, taken, given, possessed or killed. It belongs to God.

Your soul cannot be harmed. You allow what you believe. If you don’t believe something, it has no power to disturb you. The mind is always intact. If you get drunk, you cannot be possessed but you put yourself in danger because you may start believing things that aren’t true. For instance, if you believe you are sick, you may act in ways according to being sick. However, Christ promised wellness when He said “It is finished.” All the suffering is done. If you choose to suffer that’s because you’re not believing God can heal you. If you temporarily get lost and believe you are sick, ask God to heal you and He will.

You can’t lose your soul unless you choose to reject God’s love. If you choose to reject that God is good and that He desires to heal you, you choose to be sick and suffer. You can’t sell something that God owns – therefore, you cannot sell your soul. If you choose to get drunk and make yourself sick by believing things that aren’t true, you will find yourself worried. There is no fear in love but perfect love casts out fear. Thus if you love God you will not worry because God loves you. If God loves you, He wouldn’t give your soul away. If God owns your soul you have always known Him. How do you know if you know God? Do you believe that Jesus came to give life? Do you believe God is good and wants to help you? You shouldn’t just believe these things, you should know them.

If anyone lacks wisdom pray to God for wisdom and He will give it. If you have a desire in your heart to know God and love God, chances are, you know God. Don’t question your citizenship – God is your Father if you love Him and know Him. If you love Him, obey Him. Stop killing. Be love and peace to others and yourself. Your testimony will make you shine like the sun and there is no darkness in Christ.

The devil has nothing in Christ. The devil comes to steal, kill and destroy but he has no power over Christ. Christ has all authority under heaven. By being innocent, Christ owns everything. All things are His. The devil will try to jostle God’s people but he can’t hurt anyone because he is ash, essentially. Jesus said, “by patience possess your souls.” This means don’t be afraid of anything but remember that God is faithful and everlasting. He has always been. God is the great I Am.

Don’t Be Afraid

Being a Jesus follower is not scary. We have not been given a spirit of fear but one of a sound mind that cries out for God. The world seems scary but it is all an illusion. Nothing has the power to hurt you because your soul is guarded in Christ. Politics will always be hairy as long as there are people involved. Wars might happen and rumors of wars. Even Christians sometimes say they are not afraid of anything but still fret about the end of the world coming. Let me tell you a secret: the end of the world has already happened. The world is already dead. Christ said on the cross, it is finished. He said the kingdom of heaven is within you. He said not to worry.

There is so much paranoia about the end times. People say this or that is the mark of the beast and they make it out to be so frightening. Even if you’re a believer and have nothing to worry about because you are saved you might still think that this is grounds to be paranoid. It’s not. Because the kingdom of heaven is within you, nothing can hurt you. Nothing can strip it from you besides you if you temporarily choose to be afraid and torture your own mind into thinking you’re in hell on earth. What is in your mind is what is around you. If you are at peace you could be in chaos and still not be troubled because your inside person is calm. You must always maintain your peace. No matter what. By this Jesus says we possess our souls. You see, your mind is your soul and the Bible says we have the mind of Christ. Christ guarantees peace to believers. It’s called the helmet of salvation.

Hollywood and popular media put emphasis on losing one’s heart or giving one’s heart. This is not possible. You can’t give what’s not yours. The Bible says that God owns all souls. To sell your soul is not humanly possible yet the devil will have you believe that you did if he can. No signature, thumbprint, blood covenant will sell your soul if it belongs to Christ. Christ’s soul has never been and never will be up for sale. It belongs to God. That’s how we’re saved. Your soul can’t be possessed by the devil because the devil has nothing in Christ. That means if you do sense something evil in you and you are a Christian you have the divine right to cast it out. Say get out to whatever it is that troubles you. If it’s not of Christ and you are of Christ, it will leave.

The devil’s house is divided with all types of wickness – jealousy, covetessness, violence, greed, perversity, fear, guilt, etc. He can’t stand. He’s already defeated. He’s dead. All the frightening faces and gross perverse things you’ve seen on TV, film or media can’t hurt you. They are little more than images. If they cause you to fear that is the most pain they can inflict. So don’t be afraid. Don’t let the devil’s character taint yours by exposing your mind to negative things. When you behold ugly, your face will reflect ugly. When you behold beauty, your face will reflect it’s radiance. Much like Moses’ face did when he came down from the mountain after seeing God’s backside. And imagine this: it was God’s backside that was so radiant it caused Moses’ face to glow. I mean, the people had to put a veil over Moses because he was so beautiful. Imagine what God’s face looks like.

Art in any form is worth beholding because it comes from the heart which is the place where Christ should dwell. If it’s ugly art, just remember that it’s not coming from a place of beauty and look away. Jesus can heal anything that the devil or man can do. If God is for you, who can stand against you? God is infinitely strong. He can heal anything. The devil is like a fly. Because he feeds on refuse and waste, he disintegrates with every clean thing that touches him. That’s why it’s important to know Christ because he washes away the world’s sin. He made us clean. When a fly is clean it no longer exists because a fly is pure filth. This is why the devil is no longer in power. This world is under a false spell of power much like a nightmare. The devil holds no power except what our minds attribute to him because when we have the mind of Christ we hold all power. Don’t watch TV anymore. It’s what is holding society under a spell of sleep in a nightmare that people don’t know how to wake up from.

You see much of what goes on in politics is driven by the media. Don’t let them fool you. God is still in control. Even if a baboon becomes president, nothing happens apart from God’s will. Keep thinking positive and creating positive change in the world and you will see Christ kingdom on Earth. It should already exist in your mind but your mind makes manifest what it thinks about. This is why you must think positive and never give up. Pray when you need help and God is usually delighted to give it.

Think about it, if the end of the world were to happen, what would happen? You would be dead and the dead know nothing. You’d be out of your misery if you were miserable on earth without Christ. If you know Christ you’ll just be one step to being closer to him. But how much closer can you get when His Spirit is inside of you? Seriously, stop worrying.